Tuesday, January 24, 2006
So, today was just another day at work. I really don't like my job, but I don't know what else to do with my life. I sometimes feel like I am really missing that passionate, ambitious side of me that other people seem to have. There are things I like, but I don't know how long it's been since I've felt passionate about anything. Sometimes I worry that I just can't. I feel like I've been stuck at this kind of baseline ick for so long, that there are no more ups anymore. Just middle and lower. So, what to do? I don't know. But I feel like I'm wasting time. All I seem to feel now is irritated and angry. How do I get back to the other feelings?